I want an exciting life
A life stretched to its fullest potential
Used to what it was created to achieve
God has a destiny for me
I believe communication is the key to successful relationships
And relationships is the key to life
Without love, all this will be impossible
I value a friend above performance
My close friends must be people who are committed to progress
They must have a proven character
They are people of integrity
They must be people with Big dreams and actions just as big
HAHA
Now, here's something new on my blog. my want list!
I figured that I should start wanting stuff and ejoying my life. Fed up with always compromising.
So here goes.
WANTS(needs in fact)
~ 2 new good zildjian crash cymbals (got 1 already!)
~ iron cobra double pedal
~ new tama full drumset
~ clavinova electric piano
~ fender bass amp ~ super good pair of in-ear earphones ~ new leatherback nkjv (slightly smaller than A4) size Bible
~ GTA San Andreas
~ GTA 4
~ New fast laptop ~ Car with petrol paid for
~ Maybach Exelero *find out more* It costs USD 8million
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And a Mitsubishi Evo8 faster than a Lamborghini Gallardo? hahaha. cool man. but not so cool in the end though. haha
You won! 3:33 AM
its raining now! I had little sleep lastnight, and went to ask my dad something. and then rushed to school for tutorial. He drove me rather. Something interesting happened. when i went for lunch, i just simply bought economical rice, with simple veg, egg, and curry chicken. But every single mouth i ate, tasted better than any restaurant i've ever eaten at! So i deduced that i must be in love! hahaha. Even peng and stef ate from the same stall later, said the food wasn't nice. HAHA. So was the bubble tea. mmmm. my tastebuds suddenly came alive of something. hahaha. but am i in love with anyone in particular? no! haha.
and then also, i just asked dad about the laptop he said he wanted to pass to me. his old and lighter one. and he took mom's one and passed it to me because she wasn't using it. and that was the one he originaly wanted to buy for me. well, so i've got a new laptop now. haha. its a touch screen tablet! cool huh!
and i was so tired, that i fell asleep when the sun went doen at around 7 justnow. and i was already dreaming. till about 10 i woke up. haha. now i want to sleep again. i've been having lots of interesting and vivid dreams recently. hahaha
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
I know I can!
Its a song with simple lyrics, but meaninful at some parts, and an awesome display of grandeur. Most importantly, it's Sun singing! The links below led me on to many other videos of 2007 Special olympics. Just look at the scale and Magnificence. It might be China hello. but Just look at it! I can confidently say that it's excellence has far surpassed that of the west! Go check it out and be amazed if you don't believe. Just the stadium alone is the Top of world class!
Btw, I went to the Gym today! And I did a good run on the treadmill. Just like a walk and run. the purpose was to sweat it out. and some of the machines for my arms. I want to go more often. I talked to the Gym instructor there, and he really sounds like a real pro. he even has certificates, and newspaper clippings of himself on the wall there. I'm considering if i should go about paying for consultations. $60 per hour. phew. haha. But anyway, he already gave me some tips. especially on what to buy for my new sport shoes. http://runnersworld.com/. and that my body mass is bigger than average, so it's not that difficult for me to build. Just need some toning and cardio exercises. Also that i'm supposed to walk with my feet pointing straight ahead, not open in a V shape. haha. I think it looks kinda weird doesn't it? hahaha
There's so much needed to consider in buying a sports shoe. I think i need and expert to help me. I'm gonna run for many many kilometers, striking my feet on the ground millions of times, any wrong angle will surely kill my feet. I don't wanna risk that. haha. pay a few more dollars if u can afford, and get a good pair with proper fitting analysis, and you save on medical fees in the future. makes sense? Think far! haha.
You won! 2:02 AM
So how did my tribute go? HAHA. I'm not in love ok. Its really a tribute.
Sometimes I get down to thinking. People are really interesting. When it's something mysterious, or hard to reach, they will go after it. and when they've achieved, they leave behind, in search for yet a new one. Because it has become boring. Then life will be a never ending race to achieve something that makes one only hungrier for more. I cannot agree with such a way of doing things. I thank God that I have seen and understood, so that I can check myself for any trace of it, and change for the better. But how can others know too? If you could imagine YOUre the one that they're after. How would your life be? You gave in once, and hoped the second wouldn't be the same, yet it was. Beauty should be appreciated and admired, but not lusted and the main reason. Do look deeper, the delicate creation of God. It's not yours until it is. So don't claim like you own it. Let it go if it doesn't belong. This world IS indeed selfish, and it really doesn't help when you're yet another one. And it isn't about someone else, look within yourself, you know your heart. God will use that to judge you on the last day. Please do keep it pure, sanctified and righteous. And with the last 2 paragraphs, I have addressed few people. Remember, the greatest of these is Love, but still faith and hope are important. Because without faith it is impossible to please God, and Hope deferred makes the heart sick. So put your Faith and Hope in Jesus alone. Because He never fails. If you know it's you, u might want to talk to me personally.
so remember to Love. and I love U too!
It's late, so rest early. I am.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
L O V E
haha. my last post was on friday! Lets see what happened. on friday. I came back from sch, and soon people arrived at my place for cell. So we had a great time, and just as we left, we decided to have supper. So 2 cars drive to westcoast. and there I played bridge independently for the first time! And guess what, I caught the hang of it! And there goes! i've been infected with the bridge virus! hhhahaha.
Sat I went makeup cell with Melvin, Angela and Jarett. and they all left so quickly that I was left alone. so I joined them in folding wedding card for Zhipeng, and then went to causeway point with them to chill. and guess what, it was still early, so we went to Junhua's house to BRIDGE! haaha. arrived home at past 12.
Sunday morning, cab to expo in the wee hours of the morning to queue. It was a great service, and PM's. I love PM's. haha. And so, our new stadium is coming!!! I can see it!
Now I'm dead tired. I must sleep.
But before that... I love Weilin. Smile! haha. she's my dear.. friend. This is a tribute. we knew each other in Yilun's afv bs years ago. we met numerous times in various other meetings, and together as the leaders of a team, we even won 2nd prize for the very first LYL combined event! It was out of more than 10 groups or so. And she's always been an inspiration and listening ear whenever I needed one. haha. till today, she is. see. scandalous pic. hahaha. blurred out. no lar. the photographer took it blur. sadly. haha. still a nice pic.
You won! 11:58 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
DOING Quote - ' For with God nothing is impossible' - Luke 1:37
If you only do what you can do then you're only ever going to do what you can do!
But, if you start to do what you cannot do, you'll find you can do what you cannot do.
And what you absolutely cannot do, God will do, or a team of incredible poeple will, who are attracted to the person attempting to do what they cannot do.
Don't imagine God will ask you to do what you can do!
He asks you to do what you can't do.
Then you'll need Him to do it!
But you're the one who starts the impossible dream.
No-one, not even God, gets inpsired by the mediocre.
Attempt the impossible, ignore the critics, attract the best, accomplish the unbelievable!
Stepping out with you,
You won! 1:46 PM
the chronicles of my day. I woke up to the break of dawn, and rushed to pack my bag, bath, and get changed all in time to meet val for breakfast before the photoshoot. but I was late. sorry val. and had to tapau the macs because ljs was not open for breakfast yet. LOUSY. and we reached there late. and partly also the train at tanahmerah were all mostly not for boarding. what i call, blanks. horrible. we had to take the 3rd train. just for a short journey! And so we arrived. The camera crew took 1 hr to setup the stuff, and finally we were positioned, and 15, in fact 16 of us stood around in various places, but i got a good position. sitting on the chair, and finally leanin back on my arms. So I put my jacket collar up, and i looked way cool. from the side view. haha. we had to wait 10mins for each train. and only take quickly few shots for that few seconds a train appears at the station. And so that's how 2 hrs went by. some of them had to step back and forward, so that they'd look like they were walking. And so, we were suppose to go to dover mrt to take pictures also, but somehow only a few were selected, and we were all given $100 for that 2 hrs, and were gone! haha. nice? Supposedly ending at 430, we ended at 12. and went to watch a movie. Woodcock. sian. and then walked to cityhall to buy guit stuff for the guys, and yeah. check out the cool stuff there, and walked all the way back to ymca, which wasnt far at all! I'm starting to get familiar with town area. it was i used to know town by only small bits and places. now the pieces are starting to join together to become on big singapore. hahaha. yea, and guitar lesson was great! More to come! Look forward! Had a great dinner with Zhipeng and the guys, and went to find yilun and the guys, and left few minutes later. haha slept the rest of the journey in the car. zzz. time to slp now.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
phew.... what a day. haha. I went to the guitar shop once again with Jinyu, Weijian and Yuanmei. And Jinyu bought his guitar! that came with a guitar bag, and book, and pick holder, and pick and guess what.. a TUNING FORK! HAHAHA! however is he gonna tune with a tuning fork! Lol! but well, its possible. go learn it jinyu. and weijian got his tuner. haha.
And I went for bs w jingan! pst Aries was great! and deshun n daniel went of!! then was dinner. haha. boat quay is a nice place. but the prices are not that nice. but we found food anyway. at city hall. haha.
and then an interesting journey home. coloured bears, black roads, petrol, and whatever. haha.
now i'm home, its time to sleep. have to work tmr!
You won! 12:59 AM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
And so it was.. I woke up at 8, and found the car availlable. drove to school and got called back ecause neighbour upstairs was hacking the ground. So had to bring sis and mom out from misery. Had the last 4 hours of school, and loved it. my tutors are all really nice people. Then went out with mom, dad and bro to imm and used my $10 voucher. bought Secret. love it! Then went for a meeting. nice! haha. Driving back, i was falling sleep at the wheel! well, i made it back home. now sleep time. hope i get enough sleep before the hacking starts. haha Love~
You won! 2:31 AM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Its 3am. and i'm online. yes. what am I doing? i have a class at 9 later! I really dont know. i'm tired. and i'm sleepy. but theres something that not directly on my mind. just that, yea. i'm thinking about it. well well. i really don't know. I'm not depressed. neither am i sad. but i just don't seem fulfilled i think. its like something's missing. something even music cannot fulfill.
Btw, something interesting. my dad just threw me a pillow. pretty new. and i realised it has some charcoal bits inside i think. must be an expensive pillow that he doesnt like. haha. I get all the good sleeping stuff somehow. a down bolster, another special foam pillow, supposedly for backaches, and 1 other i think normal pillows. that makes 4 in total! haha. i can put my head on my bolster, and still have 1 pillow for each of my limbs! sleeping wide open. hahah.
I just chatted with jon. he's 17. help me remember that. hahaha. love him man. we should chill out more. And deshun. He's supposed to be my "wife". but i think now he seems more like a father. really. with all those sec1 kids he's looking after now. haha. and he showed me John William playing the guitar. incredible!! he plays like nothing! i only knew him in the past as the movis soundtrack composer. and i was confused when i found a pic of him with a classical gutiar on the net. but well, that's him! haha.
And i checked out travis barker on youtube. i found out that he just recorded the drums for avril lavigne's latest album! cool fella. he goes around wearing only his skin and tattoos, even in a recording studio. haha. and you should check out his ride! fully customised! the best of different caddilac's all put into one. haha. you know, he even has his own signature sticks. but nae, it's just not me. haha. i prefer the feel steve smith sticks. but they're bit expensive for now. so i'm using zildjian sticks at about $10 less per pair at least. haha
Stany came over to my place today to set up the test paper. and we had fun jamming. i digged out my electric guitars and i realised that one of them which my uncle passed to me was an Epiphone! it has this serial number thing behind, and works great! only needs maybe a pickup change. but it was fun. i remember why i didn't play it in the past was because i wasn't that good at tuning, and this guitar was an incredible hassle at tuning. but now, i can tell the pitch. so it's much easier. haha. time to pick up more skills. i never knew i had such a good electric guitar. haha. and i do know i have an excellent acoustic guitar of course. my Taylor.
And oh, that new cymbal? its incredible!! the guy working at yamaha was supposed to polish it up for me before handing it to me, because i told him so, all the fingerprints from the people at the shop. and so he did. slapped some polishind liquid on, wiped around, and made the cymbal black. just like the way metal polish works. and then, left the black there. how cool. Boy was it hard to remove when i got home. the cloth turned black, and i found the easiest way was to use my dove body soap, and water! and it turned as good as new. in fact it was supposed to be new right. haha. but well, it sounds incredible! the sound just changed. like the overall set of the drums. haha. Thanks mom and dad.
Talking about my piano, I like the sound so much, that i wouldn't exchange it for a grand i think. i've not heard a grand at yamaha (the only place i have access to a grand) that i feel surpasses the sound of my William Tell piano. although made in China, with some manufacturer defect, still sounds incredible! I really need to take time and pour skills into my music. haha. so much i have here, so much potential. And you know what, the piano costs only $5700! to fond one that sounds like this, it'd probably be 9-12K! yup. so why not lets take the time to list the musical instruments i have at home now.
Drumset Tambourine Maracas Congas Some chinese drum Rain stick Triangle Glocks
Piano Electric keyboard
Epiphone Electric Guitar S Electric travel guitar Ibanez electric bass guitar Taylor Acoustic guitar Brown Ovation Acoustic guitar Red Ovation Acoustic guitar Antique congress folk guitar Dad's classical guitar from young Violin x2
Chinese flute Recorder Ram's horn/Shofar x4 French horn on loan from my bro's school band Harmonica X3
Electric gutiar amp Electric Bass amp Mic with hifi system
Ah. so much stuff! And music qualification in the family? The highiest, Grade 5 piano for my sister and brother. Grade 5 theory for me. haha. Thats all! I'm getting a headache. and i need to pee. so i'm going to sign off now. and hope i can sleep now. haha.zzz
You won! 3:02 AM
Monday, October 22, 2007
what. It was a fun day. I couldn't sleep lastnight. So I ended up going to expo straight. And so, service was greatly awesome! I love the kids! So much energy! our default game has since changed from bridge to catching. How fun! I'm finally running around in public playing again! haha. And then. They went for movie, and I found the others instead. they were DOTAing. oh man. The teen people. some of them older. And later after the rest watched the movie, PS became like our playground! we had 3 different cells moving around, people whom we know. And so we appeared, crossed paths, appeared and disappeared. And lady-boss leadin her pack, to Marks and Spencers! waHAHAAHA. Yes. I ended up night marketing with my parents. looking at fish, and prawn. the price starts to fall at around 10pm. then only should you grab the stuff, but remember to quickly hit the counters before the shop closing announcements go off, pushing the tidal wave of shoppers, with full carts, onto the queue. We made it right on time. Just a milisecond before the queue became incredibly long. Now it's me and my new cymbal. cleaning it. I will get to play hard on it tomorrow! so rest time for now. zzz.
You won! 2:15 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Ahh. What again! It's yet another time christmas has arrived early this year! hahaa.
It's just rolling in! It was just grandma's birthday celebration earlier, we had sushi. And then we walked over to yamaha, and I fell in love with the sound of one cymbal. and somehow, mom was in favor of getting it for me, and there! It's a lifetime investment I feel. Really thank them. It's gonna be something I will keep for a long long time. Lemme just get a pic. It cost about $370.
So lemme just list all the blessings so far.
Dopod U1000 - $1900 Sony Digital SLR - $1333 Bass Amp - $180 M3 prize - $10 voucher SYTYCS prize - $200 cash split to $50 each Motorola Bluetooth headset - (Estimated about US$70 = about S$119) i-tech bluetooth headset - (Estimated about US$45 = S$76.5) Drybox - $106 Deuter lense case - $10 Deuter Travel pouch - $33 Zildjian Cymbal - $376 Cool Jacket - $19 Beef Jerky - about S$40 250GB external HD - S$221
With a grand total of about $4473.5 in just 3months!
And I'm sure I missed out some more things on the list. haha. Trully MY God is a God who returns to the measure you sow! And Trully my God is the God that Owns the cattle on a thousand hills! He's the richest God ever!
You won! 10:24 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
Check this out gals. haha. I found this online. hilarious! but ever wished u had one? haha. look at the buttons closely. u can click to enlarge.
You won! 4:52 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Ahhh.. what a tiring day. I woke up to a runny nose, and half cough, and I dunno what else. And then it was afternoon. I went to meet Stany to check out the guitars and photocopy some papers. And then guitar class, which was okay. And then supper, and the trecherous journey back home. Lugging along my ton heavy guitar. Shacked. School's 9am n the morning. Means I have to sleep about now.
-.-
You won! 11:18 PM
I wonder how often we miss God's best by pushing past or ignoring those small impressions! It's amazing to think God so respects our free will He uses a still small voice with us even on critical, important, life-changing issues, and let's us have our own way!
Reminded of the story of how five hundred people saw Jesus ascend into the sky, and yet there were only 120 who met in the upper room praying until they were endued with power from on high (Luke 24:49). source link
What's with manifestations of the Glory of God through feathers, clouds, winds, gold dust, gemstones, Fragrance of God?
I've experienced some of them. And surely I say, Earnestly desire. Ask, Seek and Knock on the doors of the throneroom of heaven! And God is a Father that will give you only good things. Pray that if it is from God, Let it continue. If it isn't, then pray that God stops it. Be open, teachable and humble. Don't be critical and judgemental. If it really was from God, wouldn't you have judged and criticised God Himself?
I want more, Of course, out of my fellowship and relationship with God that maifests peace, Love and Glory right from the throne room of God. I don't know much, but that's why I can only earnestly and humbly desire. But I trully believe, because I've seen, heard, smelt and felt the Glory and presence of God!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
So how was today! It was okay. Because I woke up at 130 to a call. Which was also the time my lecture ended. Oh well. So then, I got some music which I got lastnight, and started drumming to it. And that took the bulk of my day. Well, it was fun. And I managed to get some rust off my drumming. When I went ot of my room, closed the door, it sounded like my room was a club! the bass went BOOM BOOM BOOM... And so, I had some new pics up on friendster.
Soon I'll be cooking clam chowder soup for my poor friend. Hope her arm gets well soon.
I need to remind myself that i sill have a list of things to do. And yes, I'm gonna do them up soon. stop procrastinating. haha.
You won! 8:24 PM
List out the top 5 presents you wish for: 1. Someone 2. A personal car with petrol 3. A handphone, good and small 4. Queen sized mattress 5. Full sound dampers in my room
The person who tagged me is: Geok Yong!
5 impressions of her: 1. Cool specs! 2. How to put songs into iPod? 3. Avril Lavigne songs? 4. Horn player 5. YISS Band
most memorable thing she had done for you: Safekeep my precious Antique band file she found from the band storeroom? haha
most memorable word she had said to you: david...
if she becomes your lover, you will: ermmm.. i shall leave this out.
if she becomes your lover, she has to improve on her: IF, then she'd already be perfect to me.
if she is your enemy, you will: I will love my enemies ^^
if she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: she wants my love? HAHA
pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you: 1. Geok Yong 2. Jessica 3. Weijian 4. Melvin 5. Janelle 6. Valerie 7. Zhipeng 8. LeePeng 9. Daniel 10.Xinfang
1. who is no 7 having a relationship with? Tiffany! hahaha
2. who is no 9 having a relationship with? HAHA. Himself? He's still single~ haha
3. if no 9 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Nope. haha.
4. if no 1 and 5 are together, will it be a good thing? Unless they're lesbians. but hmm. perfectly impossible.
5. what is no 3 studying? Business in SIM
6. when was the last time you chatted with 6? Just earlier
7. does no 4 have a job? Yes. Teaching super adorable kids how to dance!
8. does no 8 has a relative in the same school? When young probably..
9. will you woo no 8? hmmm.. i'm impressed by her cooking and other attributes. but there are other things to consider. not particularly my type I guess, but a great friend and a 10/10 still!
10. will you woo no 5? Actually yes. haha. hmm. who knows. checklist fulfilled.
11. does no 2 have any siblings? Yes! a brother and a sister!
12. how did you get to know no 3 and 4? 3 was a school mate, and also a cell group member. beloved one. 4 was through Jess, and cell group. He's real cool~ haha. great friend
13. where does no 1 live at? Bukit Batok.
14. how did you get to know no 2? Hmm.. long long ago, in a helper's discipleship class. haha
15. is no 5 the sexiest person on earth? hahaha. can I say no doubt? will I be persecuted? HAHA
Monday, October 15, 2007
Time to blog again. Finally I transfered my pictures to my laptop. So well, I asked my friend who was going to USA to buy me back some beef jerky. My favs are the terriyaki one by Jack Link's. Guess what! he bought me 5 packs and 2 sticks in all!!
Then, It seems as though christmas has come early this year! Remember my Digital camera, and bass amp and the $200 cash and $20voucher I won last month? And today, I went shopping with my family ay carrefour. I got presents again! This time, a Drybox for my camera and stuff, a little $20 deuter pencilbox looking pouch for my camera lens, and another which is for keeping toileteries costing $33, and as i was walking around I.P. Zone in Vivo, I came across a nice jacket that usually was around 30 or 40+, today only $19! and so I bought it! Ah. nice. haha. So that's another 4 presents! Which makes the total 8 so far! boy am I really blesseD!
Taking a closer look at the drybox. It's actually pretty cool. haha.
Tired. but still, have to do some stuff. haha. bz bz. but when will this bz earn me money? hahaha. its alright. at least make my life productive first with all I can now. And as I give and sow ruthlessly, I will soon reap the fruits in the future.
Btw, just bit from today's sermon which I really really liked and it impacted me tremendously.
Your Reality can be a limitor in your life. Circumstances are temporary. Don't get attached to circumstances, because they don't last forever. What you see in the natural is inferior to what you can visualise in the spiritual. IQ is a limiter in life. Don't be limited by your IQ. Pro 23:6 The greatest prison is your mind. However, our reality is affected by economics. Reality is not fixed. My reality is my limiter. Your mind must change! Your life doesn't change with time, it does when your thinking changes! Prosperity is a mindset, it's when your thinking changes! Christians with a scarcity thinking have no faith in the Word of God. Pro 4:23 - issues = a geographical term Everything we do, don't do it by information, But by REVELATION! Jn 3:12 Jesus walks physically on the earth, but his mind walks in heaven!
Mindset change!!
Oh, and I just got Priscilia and Isaac's wedding invitation. My long time friends in CHC, they're finally getting married! hahaha. aww.. I'm so glad for them!
You won! 1:51 AM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
What a day. I slept at 5am. and was woken up by an unsual alarm clock at 7am. 7 mosquito bites. and so, I searched hi and low for them. I found 1 and happily got my revenge. But then I started moving furniture, and hence, rearranged my room once again. It's so new that I'm still not used to it. But its so much more spacious. And as a result of that, I'm so super tired, that I'm falling asleep everywhere. and i'm so going to sleep now. zzz
You won! 12:01 AM
Friday, October 12, 2007
Haha. These were featured on Val's blog yesterday! And here's a really hilarious and cute video.
Had a great guitar lesson today! And great indonesian food with the guys. haha.
You won! 4:20 AM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Who am I?
Who am I?
Who will tell me who I really am?
Is it just me?
No, my buddy confirmed the suspicion.
Why?
Why?
Is it hereditary? Maybe half.
Who are my family?
Deep fulfilling relationships?
Do everybody struggle with the same internal torments?
Is there some secret human must know to understand?
Or is the solution to ignore and let live?
I know people on intention. Intention to sink my roots deep into where I want to position myself. Is it an ulterior motive? It isn't because I set my heart to have it beneficial to everyone I meet. Its not about life, to me, it's eternity.
I don't resemble anyone. I Am David. Seriously has nothing against me at all. Feel I think too much? - - Think I've changed alot, for the better which is very good and encouraging to see that. Keep pressing and working hard, diligent for God. :)
God ALWAYS makes up for what you've lacked.
When a leader leaves you alone, it doesn't mean that he/she is ignoring you. Though it may seem so, but in actual fact, the leader is confident and knows that you are strong and mature enough to handle the job, and help the others too! Change of mindset~
Ending on a happy note. Smile. I learnt from my own experience. interesting.
You won! 3:21 AM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
And so, i've not been blogging. Because from what I've been up to recently, Everyday's post could possibly be the SAME. Wake up past noon, on the laptop, look around for some food in the kitchen, back to laptop, and food, and laptop which is on my bed. so I practically never leave my bed for most of my life! And because of that, i think my eyesight is detiorating!
And so, I have a friend who decided to help me spice up my life!
here's how it will go..
" i met a really cool friend..think she'll probably burn my hse down if she cooks campbell soup in my kitchen. thank God she just won a tumbler. Now my kitchen is safe, & I'll still get to drink my Campbell's clam chowder soup."
Actually she wrote that. I just pasted it all here.
haha.
You won! 3:13 AM
Monday, October 01, 2007
In my room of solitude, as I ponder my thoughts. A relentless race in my mind, and like poison in my soul.
Will I live through this? Will my heart still live after this torture?
It seemed like I was going uphill, but then I reached the peak. Time pushed me on the journey, And now I'm valley deep.
The essence of love is like Sugar. So sweet and lovely, but yet it can turn acidic, and so slowly but surely kill.
Love needs the right elements to grow. A ground being the constant accoutability of a wise leader, and elders for counsel. A day and night, day being growing the love, and night taking a breather, both equal for balance. Just like the greens, taking in carbon dioxode of that someone during the day, and then pure oxygen of freedom and rest alone during the night. And water being the Holy Spirit, bringing the life straight from the Throne.
A tree that's planted by the rivers of living water will flourish, and bear an abundance of good fruit. Neighbouring trees are competition, but also provide the pollen for polination, and share the burden of the wind in storms.
Storge > Philia > Eros > Agape.
"love begins to be a demon the moment he begins to be a god" - C.S. Lewis
You won! 4:49 PM
My love story with Jesus - A romantic non-fiction
Into the hands of whom will you trust your Heart into? Will you ever find someone that you're confident of entrusting your whole heart to? If you think you've found the person, think again. Time will tell you. But why then do we keep hoping and searching to find that someone who's like that? Maybe our heart was really meant to be totally trusted into the hands of someone? Our heart was made to fit into another perfectly?
Yes. The one and only I've found that never lets my heart of fragile crystal fall mercilessly to the cold hard ground. That is my lover, Jesus.
Such love, hand in hand, strolling by the beach through the night. Laying beside on the sand, gazing into the sky for what seems like eternity. An embrace that makes all things around disappear. A closeness that makes every heartbeat a thunderous thump, and every breath a warm, gentle sea breeze. Fingers interlocking fingers, like the keys on a piano. Fit's so perfectly, that time sculpts both hands into. A touch that rings the biggest bell deep within the soul. A kiss that opens heaven's gates to the earth.
Through the loneliest night, I have company of presence. Down the spirals of depression, a lover that lifts me up. Through the thick of life, a constant companion I cry with, and snuggle into. Is it she? No. It's my lover.
One day she will be, almost as close but will never be, as my lover and me.
Urge you my friends, treasure and guard your Heart of crystal. Once smashed its almost never totally repaired. Keep it safe in your hands, and only in Jesus's till the day she's yours. "..hereby give you my love.., and with this ring, I wed thee.."