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Monday, May 28, 2007

I'm so refreshed!
After sleeping late and waking up early for the course since thursday, I was totally tired out. After sending my parents to the airport, I drove to expo and slept in the car while waiting for service to start. Still, I was very tired, but I stayed through service awake! It was a good message indeed.
Then we drove to suntec, which we couldn't find any carpark lots even while the parking system still allowed us in. So after a few rounds, I drove out to marina square, and it was just as full there, but we found a lot at least.
I had awesome incredible curry noodles. And it was just funny at the table. Things kept spilling and falling. haha. The greentea spilled into the satay plate, then the satay sauce spilled onto the table, and the satay flew out of the stick when trying to take it out with a fork, a noodle fell onto my pants when weijian tried to feed me a piece of chicken, and then sugarcane spilled when the cup was passed, and the girls jeans and skirt got sweetened. And that made Jessica Laugh hilariously.
Then we went to Sandy's shop in Suntec. It still was hidden quite in the back.
And then I drove some of the guys home. I was so tired by the time I reached home that I just chenged, and fell asleep on my bed till the next morning.
And so that's why I'm feeling refreshed now! haha!

You won! 8:17 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

WOOH! I got my certificate of attendance for the course! Which is a pass! haha.

And I learnt so many new things!

And I know I can walk free!

It's such a blessing!! An unforgetable presence! haha

You won! 11:47 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

I'm happy!

Just came back from the RTF course. It was awesome! haha.

My muscles are aching from yesterday's gyming.

So I need to sleep now. tmr's another early and long day.

Here's what tiewtiewtiew means. haha. and guess who's the artist?

You won! 11:10 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Blog update.

I went with Cindy LP and Ken to the new NP gym for orientation.
Going to use it soon.

Went gym with Cindy and Ken at Cindy's place. Feeling healthier now.

Will go gym and running more often.

You won! 11:31 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Hi world. Whoever's out there.

Suddenly friends around me are starting to go hay wire.

And I find myself in a pretty helpless situation.

Sometimes I just feel so powerless to help.

Sometimes I really do have the power to help, but that would mean infringing alot of personal boundaries, and ending up in more confusion.

What should I do?

Can I just do what is right and has to be done even if it means sabotaging?

I can be that bold anytime, but am I being wise by doing that?

I don't want to be limited in what I do. I need to breakthrough and break free!!!!!

There's so much to be done and can be done!!

You won! 1:18 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I had no school today. So I woke up late and stayed in bed.
The hackers are at it again, smashing up concrete floors everywhere. Super noisy, and the weather's hot.
I went to meet the guys to go to town.
Ken & I went Penin to shop, while Cindy and Mark went to wheelock to study, and LP I wonder where she went.
I'm happy I got a shirt. And we shared to get a Transformer's shirt for the inventor of tiewtiewtiew.. haha. Tomorrow we shall see her wearing it.
Some weird happenings, I shall tell the rest of the story in pictures.

This was last friday when we went to town. We waited outside nydc only to be told we were to be put on a waiting list. This is while we were queuing. The 2 girls decide to play with Gorilla. Digging for GOLD.

This must be the belly button, if not, I don't know what it is.

Then, they put this door hanger through its nose!! poor thing. Cindy was tired and hungry, and lp was just random and hyper. together, phew..

Adela and Joleen. 2 crazy girls playing with everything they could get their hands on. super funny and hyper, or rather, crazy people. And Cindy instigates. ahem. silent killer huh. haha.

Finally, this is today! Ken could fit through a hole in an A4 size paper! u believe? look! he did! haha.

It's been fun. haha.

You won! 2:03 AM

Monday, May 21, 2007

Man, I'd like to play till this happens someday!! haha!!

From www.squizzle.com

You won! 2:44 PM

Hi world! Blogging from my cosy room in Singapore. haha.
I live in Singapore anyway. so nothing special.

I just came home from Phantom on the Opera. Say, it was a great effort put into the whole show at a whole. However, I wasn't that impressed because probably my expectations of the show was much highier.
I'm a music fan, and I cannot stand lousy quality music. Especially for a production of this scale, I would expect a full orchestra and incredible vocal delivery.
But I feel there were many stage improvisations, too many to make it ideal. Though the actors were awesome, I felt the story was cut quite abit, and the synthetic music didn't suit the whole performance well.
I must be such a perfectionist. haha.
But in all, It was trully a masterpiece by Andrew Lloyd Webber and the cast.

I love the taste of olive oil, olives, and herbs. haha! The taste beats alot of those synthetic candies and msg. It just feels different and nice in its own special way. I had a plate of seafood pasta before the show, and I toroughly enjoyed it. My family however said it was tasteless. haha. I mean, there was just so much taste in it! I'm unique ;) haha!

Cindy Cindy, how I wished, but I'd probably not be able to.
Such a Gem, precious in its special way, that only one who knows how to appreciate can tell. So much potential, yet kept in a dry, dark safe for what seems like a lifetime. Oh, if she could touch a sunbean, the world would be so much a brighter place...
And it's true from my heart.

I actually love Mr. Ng alot. It's a pity all those things had to happen. I hope things go better for him soon, and I'd love to get in touch with him again. Such a legend, a true philantropist.

Why does the sun rise and set, and not remain at any place. Because the earth spins on it's axis as it spins round the sun, and so does the spin on its own axis and round it's own galaxy.

Cindy, This song is to you, 彩虹天堂-刘耕宏.

There's this bin in my room. I think it's one of the most prominent things in my room.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Ahh, went to town with some friends, and got to see the rare phenomenon of Joleen and Cindy with Adella. Phew. Havoc.
But really funny. haha.
And we surprisingly met the 2 kenneth's at a corner in cine. haha.

Then when I got home, the wind around here was so strong! And so cooling!
After bathing, I laid down on my bed, and wosh! I was SOOOO EXTREMELY happy! It's a genuine happiness that I felt! And it made all the other times I thought I was happy just seem like fake happiness!
So So So cool! I just realised that recently I've been seeing everything as rather depressing. weird. I wonder why too. Maybe it's the hot weather. Aircon somehow makes people cold, and doesn't do good too.
The best, is natural cool and strong wind after a rain in the night! felt just like being in a mountaintop resort in the cool night! SHIOKNESS!!
That's my retirement plan! haha. no need to contact the world too. just stay there and enjoy a simple life, And get free aircon every day and night, breathing in the best air in the world! hahaha.
I was so super happy! That's really what happiness is! I've found happiness! And I'm surprised that it can come with the most simple things, and I believe it was from God too! Thanks Daddy God! haha.

I came across this picture in www.squizzle.com.
This dog's going to heaven! haha!

You won! 12:28 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Today's wednesday.
I didn't go online lastnight, and managed to sleep significantly earlier. however, for the past 2 mornings also, I woke up right before my alarm rang at 8. Seems like my body clock has been set already.
I woke up to press snooze a few times and heard somebody closing the main door, but to my surprise, Dad was still in bed.
It was unusual, then I realised, it was still early. Nowonder.
And so I got a ride to school.
First time in this semester I'm attending that particular lecture. It has always been too early for me. haha.
But I realised that lecturers like to go for about an hour or so, then leave an hour break before the next lesson.
So I'm left with alot of free time at hand. If there was a 2 hr break, it'd become 3 hrs, then after waiting that long, a 1hr lesson and you're done.

I woke up a tired man, because the past few days I have been sleeping rather late and waking very early. And when I'm tired, best not to provoke me. I reached home and was told the piano had been tuned. So I fingered it abit, and the tone had totally changed! It was perfect, and then now it was all changed! The reason i bought the piano was because of that sound, and now its gone. I was So extremely pissed. And I checked the Keys that weren't functioning well before, they haven't been repaired. That ticked me off even more.
I was initially cheery when I saw the contractor at my door mixing cement. Cos I knew him and he was getting ready to fit my new tiles to the front of my door.
But the piano. ahh. don't want to talk about it.
I don't even feel like having piano lesson tomorrow because I'd be hearing that sickening sound.
But anyway, I'm still having. No choice because teacher's going away for 2 weeks.
And my parents are going for 3 weeks.
So to end the story, I fell asleep after tuning my bassdrum to near satisfaction. I'm such a perfectionist huh. I just cannot stand ugly music and sounds.
After waking up, Dad brought us out for prata. Feel better now.
Phew. Alot of life changes recently. So many friends I know are graduating or have graduated, and most are working or in army now.
Soon they'll all be working. Some eventually becoming leaders in this nation, some earn big money, some stay average, and some don't make it at all.
But whatever it is, I pray they don't complain. Rather, be content with what they have, but still strive for improvement. And true happiness isn't in money or status, but in Jesus and helping others. And remember your friendships.
Lastnight I was reading th bible, there was this part that said, Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. Bless are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.

Life's like a web.
Seems like you get to know someone much later in life, and realise you both know the same friend. Or you know 2 friends, and then realise they both were once classmates.
Cool huh.
hahaha.

You won! 11:11 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Congrats to Cindy~
Cindy's ultimate happy tiewtiewtiew day! 14th May

haha.

now for some pics.. haha

Cindy feeds Joleen.

Ancient SMS. from Ken to Joleen. haha

This was a day we slacked at Jurong entertainment, then walked to IMM. and along the way was drama. I spotted a unconscious man lying in the muddy grass field hidden under a shadow. and then blah blah.. ambulance. blah blah..

A Jumbo box of lakerol sweets anybody? haha

Ken's ideal figure..haha

Cindy reaching for the stars.. no.. chocolate.. haha

9th May 07
Amelia's birthday baloons. parading like this at Orchard attracts alot of attention.

13th May 07
This boat caught my eye. I like it!

14th May 07
Curry Rice

Yummy dumplings

Udon rice

Fried salmon, all at Sushi Tei!
nice place to eat.

What is Cindy looking at?
Haha. I just asked God for a windowside table while i was in the queue. and God gave it! not only that, it was the one with the best view! haha. Thanks so much!

Can you spot cindy? haha

Emo Cindy

A pair of hands

And feet. hahaha

This ends the Cindy's ultimate happy tiewtiewtiew day. haha.

Hope you enjoyed the pictures.

You won! 1:14 AM

Monday, May 14, 2007

U know what! This is my 300th! post!!!
I just realised!! this is so cool man!
ahaha.

Today I had Interactive business Skills presentation.

woke up at 1030, got dressed, and reached school at 11.
had a 10min sales scenario personal meeting, then went home in cab.
reached home about 1140. haha. now i'm resting.zzz

This is my Uncle's baptism! yesterday. mother's day. haha

A nice family pic with him.

And also, it was Min's baptism! Princess Anastacia? =p

This is my Cousin again. cute? haha. he's like 4yrs old I think. and he's super smart.

And here's a rose sketched by a friend for mother's day. haha

You won! 1:43 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Wosh! I'm blessed already!

Thursday was the introduction, Saturday was a brief of the actual thing.
2 weeks later will be the actual thing!

And already today I've literally felt and seen the Power and authority of Jesus at work!
Demons had to shut up and flee.
Whatever was happening there was so intense and powerful that even the electricity circuits surged and jumped current!

All the crap were sucked out in a moment! phew!
It's so exciting!

Some stuff happened btwn bro and I. Involves a couple of friends too. Hope we'll understand each other soon, and give grace. It's abit sad, but sometimes u just gotta let go.

Anyways, I'm just happy now. I feel refreshed, lighter, and so much more alert and joyful!

You won! 12:14 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

I went for a course called Restoring the foundation.
Many people have gone through it and have been so blessed.
So now's my turn! haha

You won! 12:53 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

zzz

Slept late lastnight because I was watching Russel Peters on youtube. What an entertainer. haha.

Then I decided to sleep as long as I could to recover the lost sleep I acumulated over the past days. But from about 10am the house phone kept ringing, handphone sms, and handphone calls which I only answered because I saw was important. haha.

and so, a whole disturbed morning.. yawn.

I finally leeft my bed at about 3pm, played drums and piano.

then rushed out to buy Amelia's cake, and fly down to Hard Rock cafe.

Then after dinner, we all walked along town and then went to parc oasis to slack. haha.

and finally home to sleep.haha

so goodnight.

You won! 2:40 AM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

hmm..true. I kinda agree with Terence.
You can't just wait for the right one to fall through your roof. You've gotta go out and look for the one you like the most.
But also, other than that, I want to have a relationship that pleases God.
So probably, I'll have to start listing down the criteria.

Ah..there's so much to think.

And yeah. try to help friends that are having problems.

ahh..I need to sleep.....

You won! 9:44 AM

I'm currently doing my project now.
E-marketing. On ebay. Man, how do 5 people present for 20mins on Ebay?
In just 2 weeks the project was due. Tomorrow is the presentation.

lastnight, my internet went crazy all of a sudden.
And also recently, after installing the new windows media player, it totally uses up 100% of my cpu for some unknown reason. And my fast computer becomes super slow until I force it to close.
And then just, my laptop just becomes slow again for no apparent reason. Is it time to change my laptop? What's going on?
My laptop has a generously huge screen. But not to forget, it also adds to the weight of the whole laptop. If i remember correctly, it's about 2.3 or 2.8kg.
And I forgot to bring it out today. how silly.

I've been disappointed by friends again. I don't know. It's like your friend lets you down once, and you forgive and make up. But then it happens soon after again. Is that friend really a friend?
Maybe It's a lesson of life that I'm learning. Learning not to judge people by their looks and outwards, but their inward hearts. Do you know that nobody can know who you really are other than you yourself and God.

After being transfered into a new cell, I feel like I have so many more wonderful friends to make.
And also, how to have long lasting Positive fiendships? I've been thinking. Maybe some friends gotta be let go? The answer's not out there in the world, but instead in the Church of the Living God.
I gotta learn to not make all my aquaintances become my best friends. I believe friends have to be tested over time to proove themselves worthy of my friendship. Because if I were to let anybody in, I'd be destroing my own life and future. It's just like a company wrongly hiring a cheat right into the company as a manager instead of choosing a employee that has been faithfully and honestly working and serving the company for the past 20yrs.
Time alone doesn't qualify a relationship for intimacy. It's really about the character and the choices of the individual.

I believe it's time for me to evaluate my friendships and put more attention and effort into the ones that deserve more. And less to the ones that are not helping.

I hate friends that are selfish, and don't think for the better of the other party or others. Or they might think, but do not bother much. If you have friends like these, you don't need enemies. What have they done to deserve the title "friend". They should rather be labled as aquaintances.
We'll see who's the real friend.

Joleen, Cindy, Ken, Stephanie, Lp, Beryl, Amelia. If you search google, you find my blog.

Anyways, So what if that girl is pretty, cute, sexy or nice. I'm seriously not intersted in going into any special relationships at the moment. It's not the time. And i'm more interested in finding the one God has for me rather than anyone that just seems good enough. The world says nobody's perfect, and there's no perfect man or woman. But God says, there are 3 types. Acceptable, good and perfect. Why would I want to settle for the acceptable partner or good partner when I know that God has been preparing the Perfect one for me?
It seems hard to believe at times that an individual is not the one. It just feels wrong and you know it. But you still feel the urge to go further. You have a choice there. If you go on, you'll just end up in regret. But if you surrender it to God, and step back, you'll avoid ruining the relationship and many other things.

Life is made up of choices.
Every single decision, whether small or big will determine your destiny. So take things seriously, and decide carefully. One way to know how to decide and stay on the right track is first to draw a plan. And if you're heading towards that goal, you're less likely to wander and mess up, ending up not getting there.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Its late, and I'm tired. Just wanna write a simple post before I sleep.

God's been speaking to me about things recently. Through friends, church, and movies. The last time I watched spiderman 2, God spoke to me through the movie too. It's interesting that He also did speak to me this time once again.

God's been reminding me of how I must always stand for the truth, and stand by the biblical principles and values despite the situation.

I know it wasn't by coincidence that i stayed at raffles hotel on that particular day, and happened to turn on the tv at that particular time, which had that particular channel that would never be aired on Singapore TV. It was on Martin Luther's story.

So many distractions in the physical world around, distracting me from the call of God and destiny for my life. I was a different person sometime ago, but it is the Spirit of God that changes people instantly.

I will lay down my life for the truth. I'm willing to die for the truth. But I'm not a fanatic that will kill others. I won't die that easily either. Only God decides when I live and when I die. I don't agree that people who give their lives to Jesus and live by biblical principles are weak and losers in the world. In fact, they are the ones who are the real strong ones in the end. People might have alot to show while they live day by day, but it will all fall to dust someday.

It is not worth it to lie now and get your way. You might earn that extra cash, status, reputation or honor. But From the view of evernity, you're the ultimate loser. It's not worth it to live by lose principles and constantly bend and break the rules, when eternity is always what counts in the end. It's not wise to accept a belief that seems like the easier way out when what really counts is ETERNITY!!!

Moral of the paragraph, Don't be so short sighted.
Live for eternity.

A quote I saw on a poster in the library, "don't count your days, make your days count!"

I was also illuminated by the Holy Spirit about certain things regarding who I spend my time with, and things that I do. I need to spend my time with people who are living and running their destiny for Jesus. They must be people with similar passion and fire in running the race. I learnt not to listen to someone just because of a title, past title, or has money. Men will look to these people, but I need to learn from God, and look at the inward of the person. By inward I mean character and who the person really is.

3 G's that Satan uses against people. It's the same as the 3 things Jesus was tempted in the wilderness.

Gold
The greed and love of money changes people, and makes them horrible.
This is similar to when Satan asked Jesus to bow to him and he would give Jesus the whole world, and all the wealth.

Glory
For the sake of fame, and recognition, people literally kill.
This is the part where satan asked Jesus to jump from the top of the temple. If Jesus did and as the bible promised that He would not be injured, he would gain instant fame. The area around the temple was like the city centre, and the most crowded place in town.

Girls
This was probably written for guys. But mainly it means fleshly desires.
This is the part where satan asked Jesus to turn stone into bread because Jesus was hungry.

So if Jesus had loved the wealth, wanted the fame, and wanted immediate gratification for his flesh, and succummbed to them, He would have ruined his ministry, purpose, calling and destiny for his life.
But the bible says that Jesus came to put right that which was done wrong by the first Adam. By which also represents all humans. So Jesus is our perfect example of a perfect man.
He decided not to give in to these pleasures because of 1 reason, He loved us, and wanted our freedom from the Devil's hands.
Jesus is perfect. The only perfet man in the whole world and history of mankind. Girls, if you're tired of looking for the best guy who always ends up cheating and disappointing you, look for Jesus. Nobody's perfect, except Him. And oh, His love for you will make you overwhealmed and maybe faint because it's just so beautiful.

Alright, i need to sleep. more posts later.

You won! 3:42 AM

Friday, May 04, 2007

Where's Kristen? haha. I read your blog pal. Seems like it just went silent all of a sudden. How are you my friend? I'm missing you.

How's Gin? I know you've been working real hard. And I guess ever since you started working I haven't met you online. At least not that often anymore. Well, welcome to real life right. All the best pal.

Hows Albert and Rena? Long time no see. Guess you 2 must be busy earning cash like nobody's business now?

How about Wenlong and Xiyi? what have you guys been up to since you graduated? haha.

We need to go out someday man!

You won! 1:29 AM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Loving God wholeheartedly, and loving people fervently.
The 2 commandments. These are the 2 most important things I want to do in my life. I remember the days when I used to go all out in helping a friend, sometimes I do get mistaken for liking that person, sometimes I get into trouble with certain people, including my parents for using the phone too much. But seeing the lives of these people touched by my care and concern makes me feel so satisfied. "Man Zhu Gan". So much that I reasoned, no job in the world could be better than one that I could show them love. The love of Jesus, care and concern. and see them change from a totally crushed individual, to one who now stands strong and helps others in return.
Nothing can beat that satisfaction.

I want more spiritual hunger. Thirst for more of the Holy Spirit in my life. Nothing is more significant in my life than having Jesus as my saviour, and personal friend. and the Holy Spirit to by my teacher and guide, anointing me to do great things. This is what my blog is all about. Desiring Your Presence.

It's so easy to grow cold, It's so easy to forget the goodness of God. It takes discipline, and desire. The Word os God just sets my heart on fire everytime i read it.

I thank God for my new cell group W376.

I have a friend. She was a friend's friend's friend. But now that we know each other, we're all friends. Her dad has been in coma for sometime. Her family has been struggling to pay his bills for sometime now. When I heard of her situation, my heart just was filled with compassion for her father. When a family is down, i just feel this need to help them. I feel for them. Jesus, heal this man. I believe that him and his family's lives will will be changed for better. I know, Jesus is the answer for them. Jesus is the answer for everyone!

You won! 1:48 AM