Saturday, November 17, 2007
another post for today.
I woke up ready for class, only to be told it had been cancelled. and so, i went to office instead, to see what i could achieve. but then soon mom picked me up to DC, and adventure started. we went around Singapore, buying books with the others. I bought a couple, and some stuff. and it was the day my slippers gave way. I struggled around the place and bought a new pair of leather ones. still getting used to it. haha. then went to the Ikea and courts at tampines or something. its SUPER HUGE. great day. I learnt new things from pst david, and met pst yk and his family. I'm so excited for the trip now. haha.
A dig inside, it was torture and torment. but i just couldn't come to it. I just had to let it rest. but with God's grace, and the company of such awesome people, I caught a new vision of things. Many times I was on the verge, but I stood. and the fellowship overpowered it. But upon reaching home, I was faced with the grim reality yet again. still, it isn't gone as that easily. but i'm aware of whats happening around, and it's a war, a fight to stay focused, its the grace. The Grace of God. This is the life around me. I will not reject it, or run away and find another. But I will sit around, and bring Jesus in, and cast the unseen that don't belong, out. Because, after it all, it is still me in the end. It is within me that i battle, and He who is in me is Greater than he who is in the world! I'm emo but not emo. i'm on the verge, but i'm hanging on. I've been living off the wrong substance, and I'm trying to return to the source. Because its only the living water that I will never thirst again! I'm sure that will help alot of everything and everybody around me.
Imperfect, yet accepted. Incomplete, yet loved. walking to salvation.
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