Tuesday, May 08, 2007
I'm currently doing my project now.
E-marketing. On ebay. Man, how do 5 people present for 20mins on Ebay?
In just 2 weeks the project was due. Tomorrow is the presentation.
lastnight, my internet went crazy all of a sudden.
And also recently, after installing the new windows media player, it totally uses up 100% of my cpu for some unknown reason. And my fast computer becomes super slow until I force it to close.
And then just, my laptop just becomes slow again for no apparent reason. Is it time to change my laptop? What's going on?
My laptop has a generously huge screen. But not to forget, it also adds to the weight of the whole laptop. If i remember correctly, it's about 2.3 or 2.8kg.
And I forgot to bring it out today. how silly.
I've been disappointed by friends again. I don't know. It's like your friend lets you down once, and you forgive and make up. But then it happens soon after again. Is that friend really a friend?
Maybe It's a lesson of life that I'm learning. Learning not to judge people by their looks and outwards, but their inward hearts. Do you know that nobody can know who you really are other than you yourself and God.
After being transfered into a new cell, I feel like I have so many more wonderful friends to make.
And also, how to have long lasting Positive fiendships? I've been thinking. Maybe some friends gotta be let go? The answer's not out there in the world, but instead in the Church of the Living God.
I gotta learn to not make all my aquaintances become my best friends. I believe friends have to be tested over time to proove themselves worthy of my friendship. Because if I were to let anybody in, I'd be destroing my own life and future. It's just like a company wrongly hiring a cheat right into the company as a manager instead of choosing a employee that has been faithfully and honestly working and serving the company for the past 20yrs.
Time alone doesn't qualify a relationship for intimacy. It's really about the character and the choices of the individual.
I believe it's time for me to evaluate my friendships and put more attention and effort into the ones that deserve more. And less to the ones that are not helping.
I hate friends that are selfish, and don't think for the better of the other party or others. Or they might think, but do not bother much. If you have friends like these, you don't need enemies. What have they done to deserve the title "friend". They should rather be labled as aquaintances.
We'll see who's the real friend.
Joleen, Cindy, Ken, Stephanie, Lp, Beryl, Amelia. If you search google, you find my blog.
Anyways, So what if that girl is pretty, cute, sexy or nice. I'm seriously not intersted in going into any special relationships at the moment. It's not the time. And i'm more interested in finding the one God has for me rather than anyone that just seems good enough. The world says nobody's perfect, and there's no perfect man or woman. But God says, there are 3 types. Acceptable, good and perfect. Why would I want to settle for the acceptable partner or good partner when I know that God has been preparing the
Perfect one for me?
It seems hard to believe at times that an individual is not the one. It just feels wrong and you know it. But you still feel the urge to go further. You have a choice there. If you go on, you'll just end up in regret. But if you surrender it to God, and step back, you'll avoid ruining the relationship and many other things.
Life is made up of choices.
Every single decision, whether small or big will determine your destiny. So take things seriously, and decide carefully. One way to know how to decide and stay on the right track is first to draw a plan. And if you're heading towards that goal, you're less likely to wander and mess up, ending up not getting there.
You won! 12:27 AM
