Thursday, March 02, 2006
*to everybody else, if this dun concern you, you totally won't know what i'm saying..so don't bother reading and just skip this post..*
hey..
we agreed on stepping down thing..
yup.. i have..
totally put that thing out the window..
but u were more concerned about something else...
will we still be friends...
i've know you all these years..
3 of us..remember..
and hey. we stepped down cos of a good reason.
a peaceful gracious reason.
though it meant the same thing anyway..
but i wanted to rename it bcos of that reason..
and i dun see no reason we cant be as friends as before ok..
we'll take time..
if feels awkward..
but if u were to look to something else..
other than the scaringly similar effect of this stepping down thing..
theres actually such a rich past we had..
before even we thought about going up..
i'm sorry bout what i've caused.
u're sorry too..
doesnt this make us on equal..
i'll give you time..
i need time..
but lets Keep this in Mind alright!
at least try..
we'll be able to do it..
its just that simple.
one goal in mind.
we work towards it,
slowly but surely..
ok..
and BTW...
if this helps you...
i dunno bout WE..
but u are still Eligible to take another shot at flying again..
when you're feeling much better..
and thats probably not so soon..
cos this time it was really done badly..
and as a "gracious teacher",
i always give failures a 2nd chance,
when they're ready of course.
well..something you can look forward to?
i hope..
really...try to be okay bout this thing alright..
y i've been down really..
1stly was cos of the impact..(i know u felt it real bad too)
and then also cos i have been thinking..
thinking of a solution..
one that is true from my heart..
i havent been able to sleep much..
i mean..the moment i'm awake up,
my brain churns thoughts at full speed again..
and i just cant fall asleep again..
i end up waking at like 830am?
i think i understand how u're feeling now..
and i hope this will really makes you feel betta..
do drop me a private reply..
email or whatever..
or u can chose not to..
and heres something.
Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who
Love God, to those who are called
according to His purpose.
so u know what i'll be up to all this while..
hope u do the same..
untill then..
tata~
God Bless you!
Jesus Loves you!
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