Monday, February 27, 2006
ouch..
i'm taking the full toll.
deny it all i want,
it works out to all the same..
crushed.
stabbed.
left to die at the sidewalk..
and only someone came to help.
what a true friend.
still..
who lives in this world with me?
do i need to innitiate to be helped?
i've been helping people all my life.
but when i truely need help...
who do i run to?
who runs to me?
no one it seems..
its okay.. don't bother asking me now..
its too late..
think about it next time..
if there ever is next time..
i used to think everbody should have a purpose to live for.
no matter what they feel
they'd still be okay.
and still fight on.
but when i'm in it myself,
i realise.
what a fact it really is.
whats there to look to?
a fog immediately comes.
and u can't see no more..
u're lost where u're heading.
the purpose seems gone.
and u just walk in aimless circles.
its like this.
you're returning home after hiding from a war,
you're hoping to resume life like it was.
u look from far.
you see a flat ground.
no houses left.
no people left.
desolate.
and now what to do?
where to go?
all there was is no more.
what is it from now on..
life has no meaning anymore.
a strong heart it used to be.
now torn and leaked.
how would it ever be mended.
when would it ever have the capacity again.
only Jesus can.
Psa 147:3 He heals the broken-hearted, and binds up their wounds.
You won! 9:07 AM
